I open my eyes my heart beats head hurts I can sense the surroundings like needles on my skin I take a deep breath is it really my first one I move my hand and feel the blood surging through my veins ...where am I, who am I ...where am I, who am I Awaken from a dream so dark and deep Awaken from a dream no memories just feelings I stare to the room filled with screens and strange lights I can feel the water around me I breathe through a mask I move my head and see no one in the room I put my fingers against the glass make up my mind ...break the glass, break the glass ...break the glass, break the glass Awaken from a dream so dark and deep Awaken from a dream no memories just feelings I step out of the tank to the room I remove all those hurting things from my skin broken glass stings my feet I walk to the door over the wet floor I hear a sound piercing my ears I shouldn't be here Awaken from a dream so dark and deep Awaken nothing but senses no memories just feelings
I step into the corridor I'm not alone red light flashes the sound drills to my brain I see movement on the edge of my vision someone's running to me I raise my hand against the shadows I stop him knock him while the red glows ...got to get out from the corridor I take the clothes and keys the shoes don't fit I take the money but leave the cards Ive lost some time now I have to act fast I run for my freedom The doors open I'm in the elevator I press the button and head to the first floor ...I got out from the corridor ...I got out from the corridor I know they must be waiting for me I already hear them speaking Leave the elevator before they get me I use the stairs to elevate me I got myself into another corridor that leads to green light my salvation The street welcomes me the night's embrace holds me gently I gaze into the horizon that skyscrapers incise I take steps I smell the dioxide in the air I hear a sound and turn around two points of light releasing my memory
You and I stand in the light I'm blinded by you not the bright screens and lights that banish the night I never could dream of this sight This is the dream I hope it will last The dream of love to be loved It's a premiere for a new love story I can't believe it I'm here with you See a movie though it's only a reflection You and I stand in the line it's long but with you the time will fly I hold her hand and watch her smile What? she asks, nothing I say This is the dream I hope it will last The dream of being close close to you It's a premiere for a new love story I can't believe it I'm here with you See a movie though it's only a reflection of what we have of what we have (let the movie begin) of what we have of what we have (let the movie begin) It's a premiere for a new love story All I can see is her beautiful face It's a premiere for a new love story I can't believe it I'm here with you See a movie though it's only a reflection
street concrete wakes me, rages people after me gets closer and closer I must run I don't want to feel the pain never ever again Have I woken in a dream street passes by under my feet evil that caged me hurts my head why are they after me oh I run even though I don't know why I will run I won't let 'em touch me again I don't know why you are after me catch me if you can I will run I'm not your prowl I'm not your prowl signs passing by avenues of renounce heart beating up ready to bounce I must run I don't want to lose you again never ever again Have I woken in a dream street so cold the cage I'm running in evil made it for my frail mind sky torn by the buildings edifice oh where I'll go wait there's a sign it shows the way I don't know why you are after me catch me if you can I will run I'm not your prowl I'm not your prowl I don't know why you are after me catch me if you can I will run I'm not your prowl I'm not your prowl No I'm not your prowl I'm not your I'm not your prowl
I guess I've lost 'em I'm all alone I guess I've lost myself I have to find me again What happened a moment ago It's hard to remember so far Was it an another life or this same I'm roaming deep shadows, distant noises they all hide me now This city seems so familiar like I've been here before yes, I have been here before The stream of memories running through my mind The stream of agony chilling through my spine The stream that divides experience from reality I refuse to flow with the stream - the stream leading to...Date: June 2, 2006 Time: 10.52PM
I΄m smiling - we're talking about the movie - though I don't have much to say She's smiling - I'm watching into her sapphire eyes - she says with her soft voice, "Please don't stare at me." She laughed as we walked towards her home - we stopped by the pond at the park Hand in hand through the streets, through the alleys - that portrait my dreams - surrounded by the darkDate: October 22, 2015 Time: 0.05PM
The dark like the one that surrounds me my memories behind a curtain that weights like the world I know I've been gone through something traumatic a shock of thousand volts This alley it has changed my life somehow The stream of feelings sparkling on my skin The stream of pain makes me sick of this The stream that divides experience from reality - realityDate: June 2, 2006 Time: 11.03PM
darkness filled the alley from the shadows we heard a voice threatening our life couldn't take it had to do something moments precious passed in an instant a blink of an eye a face for my anger carved into my mind everything changed into slow motion somehow I sensed it coming from the start everything changed into slow motion it was a desperate try right from the start everything changed into slow motion it was the only way to save you everything changed into slow motion I'd do it again I'd take the... bulletDate: October 22, 2015 Time: 0.09PM
I can almost feel the pain not the bullet are you okay I can almost feel the bullet not the pain are you okay I hit the ground hearing 'steps and a scream are you okay I hit the ground the event that changed everything are you okay I lie down to the concrete tears in my eyes I lie down to the concrete tears falling downDate: October 22, 2015 Time: 2.36AM
I fall into a dream - into a dream - into a dream - into a dream - into a dream
What is this world I'm drawn in yesterday I was living in a dream I wish I could still do so but now I have to worry for tomorrow Where am I, where is she in this world of solitude I must find her and see her captivating sapphire eyes First rays of morning light bring the sounds of waking minds shine through the cloudy skies make the streets alive First rays of morning light dry the shadows from the ground warm the grey concrete and steel it wakes me but it does not wash the darkness away Where is this road leading me Last night is still haunting me Who she was on that denim dress her name remains in mystery Will we ever meet again am I waiting to hear her voice or do I only need to see her could she take the shadows and shine her light over me First rays of morning light bring the sounds of waking minds shine through the cloudy skies make the streets alive First rays of morning light dry the shadows from the ground warms the grey concrete and steel it wakes me but it does not wash the darkness away I'm so alone where are you now I'm so alone where are you now First rays of morning light bring the sounds of waking minds shine through the cloudy skies and make the streets alive First rays of morning light dry the shadows from my shoulders warm my heart and soul it makes me alive you are the first ray of morning light
I'm walking down the street something makes me unease I seem to walk by I'm walking down the street something makes me unease people seem to walk by still I fear that someone will try hurt me and steal my freedom cage me into the darkness I must not let my mind wonder keep it out of it all concrete under my feet oh, how I miss you now concrete a friend for me days seem to fade now concrete under my feet keep me out of it allDate: October 22, 2015 Time: 11.36AM
I'm walking down the street keeping my mind attached to something else than yesterday the people passing by windows show another life another time I bought a paper, the date - can it be right? concrete under my feet oh, how I miss you now concrete a friend for me days seem to fade now concrete under my feet keep me out of it all feel the anger see his face on the edge of your vision hear the noise step on the surpassed memories don't let it flow you will drown face for anger every other face that I encounter feel the pain where is the face for love everything may change so suddenly oh, I will never be the same - never be the same I'm walking down the street finally the night starts crawling entwining me into its palm people passing by windows lose their light no meaning no time wake up from the yesterday keep it out of it all concrete under my feet oh, how I miss you now concrete a friend for me days seem to fade now concrete under my feet keep me out of it all... of it allDate: October 22, 2015 Time: 11.36PM
The street guided me another night embraces me I gaze into the neonlight to the door somehow it feels like home - it's warm again I hear a sound so profound it calls me leave the world behind
Once again the screens and lights surround me and my mind Once again I hear the beat feel the rhythm Once again the memories are tearing my mind Once again sense the beat that trembles on the floor Once again the colors that contour my world Once again the shadows on the wall crawl like fire Once again I'm feeling the kiss on my lips Once again the dance is burning on my skin Dance to the music feel the beat Find all the memories hide 'em once again What I feel is none of your business What I feel is something you can't comprehend What I feel when the strobos strike and blind me What I feel when all those girls laugh at me What I feel when those girls get close to me What I feel when they want me and me and me What I feel when it's not her they can replace What I feel is the fire burning through me Dance to the music feel the beat find all the memories hide 'em once again Dance to the music until you fall into the fire crawls on the wall and burns us all ...keep on dancing with the fire ...keep on dancing with the fire ...keep on dancing with the fire ...keep on dancing with the fire Dance to the music... dance to the music Dance to the music feel the beat find all the memories hide 'em once again Dance to the music until you fall into the fire crawls on the wall and burns us all
shadows begin to move they're here to get me shadows move and come closer the beat changes to steps shadows are closing fast so my steps aren't enough stairs lead me to another place I pass the elevator I will run 'til the end you won't break me you will never break me Don't know what is real in this world I see Am I really here on the edge of my dream can you feel can you feel the reality around you can you see can you see now that you've reached the high... the highest floor oh, high... the highest floor stairs move under my feet feels like I'm running through my past screening through my mind until the stairs end once again I breathe the dioxide the night embraces and holds me gently once again the bright light, the moon it blinds me reminds me Everything's so strange you're on another door Everything's so strange around me a king on his realm fighting for his dream the only thing that matters and keeps him alive can you feel can you feel the reality around you can you see can you see now that you've reached the high... the highest floor oh, high... the highest floor The open air welcomes me it won't be enough to hide me The weight of the world gathers on my shoulders The night laughs at me the poor soul gone astray The edge is calling me is it the only way I'm standing on the edge the highest floor the roof beneath me the door is open once again they're here shadows everywhere I turn around confronting the haunting the evils that chase me I can see the dark blue sky greeting me with shining stars and a silhoutte that I can not recognize my world starts to whirl aroundDate: October 23, 2015 Time: 2.06AM
I feel the pain in my chest am I falling is it the bullet or the feeling of loss I feel the air moving around me am I in the bed am I still sleeping or did you just drop the glass into your bed losing the sense of your reality Don't know what is real in this world I see I hear the bullet feel the glass I can see your beautiful faceDate: June 2, 2006 Time: 11.05PM
Am I really here on the edge of my dream I stand on the alley see the light see her beautiful faceDate: October 23, 2015 Time: 2.06AM
a king lost in his realm only stars to guide The highest floor the moving air we're watching the movie oh, I can see your beautiful face oh, I can feel the air moving around me~
I can see you I can feel
the bullet, the glass, the illusion, the reality
you